Title: Gaia Child

Gender: Female

Age: 20

Sun Sign: Capricorn

Chinese Sign: Fire Rabbit

Location: fort myers. again.

i ran away from tallahassee, ran, ran into the fading sunset, electric and bright, firesmears across the bayside. pinned myself down to the landscape of sarasota, something pretty among palms and art deco mansions. estrangement and becoming ever stranger. i find myself forgetting what the brightness was that drew me in. so, we walk forward, pillars of salt. it's best that way.
i find myself looking to the horizon again, searching for the green beckon and forgetting it's ever East. i toil on, i still watch the sunsets explode into a maze of dots and lines. i've learned lessons now. i may move forward.
i once let it crush and consume me. i allow myself failure. i allow myself growth. this is what i came for. this is what i wanted. i got every bit of it. (what's the line? i love the life i live. i live the life i deserve.) everything.
fort myers, you wicked place, i'm home. without my title. without pretense. with jason. we will love in spite of all of you. and we will gear up because of you.

anymore, i don't want to be a legend. i don't want to lead. i don't want to follow. i'm sick of power. and even more distressed by helplessness. i don't want to be an avatar. i just want to learn.
i want to stop trying and just do, effortlessly. i want to be in a place that seems like home again. and i want to establish a notion of what that is - establish some schema to confine it to and to live by.
i just want to grow. and change. and grow. and learn. and rinse and repeat into infinity.

Member Since: Tuesday, November 21 2006

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